Thankful

No wonder I was so upset a few days ago and ranting about the smallest things. It was PMS! I have to admit I can be very easily provoked during that time of the month. Anyway, just so you all know, I felt a lot better after the post. And a little bit guilty too, coz as I came out of the room where I was, I found that the whole apartment had been cleaned and vacuumed by hubby. I apologized for the way I acted (I was b!tchy to him!) and being the wonderful husband that he is, he forgave me. Apparently I shouldn't have gotten upset so quickly. He said that he was planning to help me with the housechores when he found out that I was going to be busy with studying for the exams. But I had let my emotions get the better of me and exploded before he could get to the chores.

Sometimes I just feel so unappreciated for the things that I do. It's not that I hate doing the chores. I do like to make the home a nice place to live in and I do want to make hubby happy, but sometimes there's not enough time in the day to do all of that AND to take care of myself at the same time. But I know we can work on that. It's nothing biggie. I've come a long way from being the spoilt daughter that didn't need to think about cooking or cleaning. I know I can continue to be a better person. And sometimes my evolving is really due to the encouragement hubby has for me and the expectations that he has of me.

Anyway, syukur alhamdulillah I say for the health that we both have, for the love that I get from hubby, for the opportunity to better myself in terms of education, for all the things that make our lives more comfortable than some people will have (not like we're super rich, but just enough you know?), for parents that understand the decisions we've made, for true friends who've stuck by through thick and thin, for new friends who have expanded our small minds to the bigger things in life and for so many other things that would make my list unneccessarily long.