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I am so tired. Tired of crying, tired of being bitchy, tired of feeling like my heart is breaking in two. I am sick and tired of catching hubby seeking companionship with strangers when he feels like I'm not paying enough attention to him. I'm sick of confronting him and hearing him say sorry. I don't want to hear him say that he can't help it and that he has a problem. I want him to just stop. I want him to accept me for the person that I am. I can't give him what he wants. I can't give him what he needs. Is it even worth going on? Do the positive traits outweigh the negative? Am I all that unlucky to be with him? He cares for me, he loves me, but whenever I am the tiniest bit involved in my own life - my exams, my career, my family, my friends - he feels neglected. He's such a passionate person. His extreme happiness, love or sadness is so overwhelming. I can't be on the same level. Is it worth it to go on?