Ack

Oh my gawd. Is there really only 4 weeks left of the semester? I cannot believe it. I CANNOT believe it! This semester has really gone by fast! I haven't been keeping track of what 'week' of the semester it is and now the end is finally showing it's face. I'm kind of freaking out coz I still need to get my group project started (yes, started - we're all graduating and we've all been way too lazy), pick a topic for my individual term paper and write the term paper, finish up two case briefs, take 3 exams, go for my job interviews and get my work permit application signed and mailed. I still have to arrange my logistics for my trip back home too as my brother is getting married. And before I get back home I have to finish 2 personal projects that I said I would do. That's going to take so much of my time. But at least I think I can wait until the end of the semester to actually start thinking about it. Right now I just need to buck up and concentrate on my studies to make sure I don't mess up my grades. I will never be able to forgive myself if my CGPA gets pulled down coz I took it easy this semester and didn't work as hard as I should have. *shudder*

Thinking about this outburst makes me miss talking to Sunshine, my best friend. She used to be in OZ and she and I would chat online almost everyday. Even if we didn't chat, she would write me emails to tell me about her day. And I would do the same. But now that she's permanently back in Malaysia I've only heard from her maybe 4 or 5 times. It makes me sad. I know it's hard to get online and spend time chatting when you're in Malaysia. There's so much to do, so many people to see and so many responsibilities to take care of your own, family and relatives. Plus she's due to give birth soon so I'm sure she's busy with preparing for that too. Even if she's not preparing for the birth, she's definitely resting more coz hey, you're carrying so much extra weight right? I wrote about Sunshine in one of my earlier entries. In it I worried about how we would lose touch and stop communicating once she returns to our homeland. Looks like it's coming true. Sometimes I feel like just picking up the phone and talking to her. But there's always not enough time. Maybe I'll call her this weekend. I really do miss our friendship and open communication.

Anyway, I should get back to my work. Lazy diva! Such a lazy diva I am.